I can resist everything, but temptation. -Oscar Wilde-

`je suis Annabel

Annabel is not a girl not yet a woman at amazing 21. She prances in delight every 12 of March but knits her eyebrow when she sees the candles on her cake. She loves life, she bops her head to music, she burns books and she cares for her loved ones. Most importantly, she is keeping her dream alive.


`shall we look back

numero uno
August 2005
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October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
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January 2008
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November 2009



`you're my inspiration

the newtown pride
alina
azlinda
andrew
christine
hidayat
huiqi
jacq
jane
jasmine
jimmy
jingwen
jennifer
jody
julie
michelle
michael
pei xuan
tabi
victoria
vanessa
weidong
winifred
xin yi
yihui

the ngee ann strength amanda
cheng yao
dingxuan
hongyee
huimei
huiting
huiqi
huiwen
huiyuan
huiyuan CHINA
jasleen
jessica
jinli
jingmian
joycelyn
karmen
kok meng
liwen
lynnette
miaolin
nicholas
nicole
meihar
peiling
pris
qiaojuan
shihui CHINA
shuangying
sian choo
song keat
tracy si min
vivian
wang yu
wayne
weijie
weikit
weiting
weizhen
xiaowei
yuchih
yufung
zhai jun
zhenyuan

the colourful ones
abby ow
addorra
amanda ng
aunna.tribe
danny yeo laoshi
cruz
ivy
jiafa
jiahui
julee
jasper
jonathan
kian seh
liyi laoshi
marc
mary
mirabel
peifen
peiqi
samuel
wendy
xinrui
YCYP tribe
yeelin




`and i say thank you

skin by: Jane
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 1:52 PM
i don't give a damn about pay rise


Teckwei asked me this question on the night where we met up for the "debriefing" session for Van+Nic's birthday party.

He asked, "Do you prefer working at 933 or at The Arts House?"

I rolled my eyes and told him that it is an unfair comparison and fyi, i enjoyed my stay at both places very much.


The folks at TAH were so fantastic that they treated me to lunch.As we were dividing the money for lunch, I asked Shiuan how much I needed to pay.
She calculated and then shuffed her hp into my fat face that showed this:

$0.00
+
$0.00

=

$0.00



I don't know to cry in laughter or to shed tears of gratitude.

My days at The Arts House have come to an end and my bosses are making me start a new journey at Little Arts Academy.

I don't know how long i'll survive there.

Because, really nothing can overwrite my experience at The Arts House.

Dawn, Nini, Shiuan, Amira, Eileen, Donald, Grace, Vivian, Amnah, Rayson, my dearest Burp-burp, Sarah, the techs, the security guards, the friendly people from Viet Lang, 1827, earshot, Timbre, Hospitality team...

You know,
even though I was the lowest paid life form in TAH,
I was very happy there.


Some happiness cannot be bought by money.
And seriously, a bunch of kids and a place with sunshiney murals aint lifting my spirits up.

Don't tell me that you have a lot of work lined up for me when you can't get the basic essentials like a bloody workstation with access to the work folders, Internet and printer set up for me.
I don't need elaborate Mac or a 17-inch computer screen with a 5gb horsepower.
All I bloody want is a table and chair so that I can type away for 8.5hours without killing my back.
THANKS.




Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ 7:04 PM
Don't tell me you no money


I get extremely ruffled when I hear people telling me they no money and then say that I am rich because I am working.
Hello.
Lao niang's pay is only a miserable $800
AND AND AND
Lao Niang settle all her bloody 3 meals outside.
AND AND AND
The Arts House is situated at stupid ERP-heaven = City Hall.
Each freaking meal will cost me at least $6.
So if you do the math...(3 x $6) x 30 days = $540, and this does not include the days which I spend more than $6 per meal and on days which i do OT and have to cab, transport and things I need to buy like presents?
So which part of me is richer than you NSFs or students who get to enjoy $1 beehoon?

Working people does not equate to rich.
I get extremely pissed off when people start to hem and haw when it comes to sharing birthday presents. Please la, I also know you guys are no Bill Gates and we all have money issues. But the point is, how many times do you turn 21? And, put your hand to your heart, the present we got for your birthday ain't too cheap either.

Although I am not saying you should pay the same equal amount we paid for your gift. but cmon, have a heart. We can always work something out but stop saying that I am rich and "of course can afford ma!" .

You are not me.
I think I know my POSB and UOB accounts better than you.
Kana-jidei-sai.

Another reason why I should find a rich boyfriend.
Or even better.
Cut off all freaking ties with any one who has a birthday.
Live in recluse and be a hermit so I need spend money at all for birthday presents.
Idea, right?
-strokes chin-



Sunday, November 08, 2009 @ 1:33 PM
snort snort


My friends placed a bet behind my back, saying that me being a workaholic will be so hooked on working that my claims about going back to school after my gap year will be abjured for something greater.

I enjoy working.
I really do.
Enjoy working so much that I have no qualms about working till 3.30am.
As if.
-rolls eyes-

But then again, i have to constantly remind myself that I need a degree and I pray with my fingers crossed so tightly that I'll get spasms, that perhaps NUS will take pity on me and take me in.
People ask me why I didn't enter uni at the same time as my peers.
4 years back, people asked me the same question when I chose to enter poly a year later then the 1988ers.

I just have this thing about taking a break each time I enter a new phase in life.
In simple terms,
I just like to be extra, cannot ah?
-snorts-