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Rule #1
 Annabel twenty five and full of life. Oscar Wilde taught her that she can resist everything, except temptation. I believe.
吃的比鸟少，起的比鸡早，睡的比牛晚。Eat like a bird, arise before the rooster, rest after the cows sleep. Disconnect to connect.
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pop my pimple
Sunday, June 27, 2010  The clock says it is 4.14am and i know jolly well that if i want to stop looking hideously ugly, i should really be snuggled tight between sheets and snore away with a mask on my acne-scarred face. but somehow, i found myself defying this beauty rule every single night. I go to bed at unearthly hours and then when a pimple pops up my moonstone face, I turn to Clinique's trusty pimple-destroying gel. But I guess, some words and emotions will only flow smoothly in the night. So despite my supposed physical fatigue, I still chose to sit down at my desk and let my fingers dance across my grimy keyboard. I sometimes shudder at how I think and behave. I think I should be feeling upset with how things are right now but I am surprised at how phlegmatic my emotions are. In fact, the disappointment only lasted that one day. And now, honestly, I really do not feel like trying at all to bring things back to how it was. There are questions that I would appreciate answers to but then again, if I stop trying and let everything fade to black, would it be better? I guess I just want to escape the possible negativity outcome. How long can one try to make things work till she gives up? How much can one take till she gives up? How generous can one give till she stops? How high can one hope till she despairs? 不想希望也不渴望。并不是我没有想过，只是我想让自己好过。 I like to leave room for mistakes but I do not want to leave room for regrets.  My parting words to Yao that night was simple. Some people seek solace for the emptiness inside them by relying on their other halves. Yet people like us, we receive all the love that we lack from our friends. While we may whine and worry about dying an old virgin but deep inside us, at least for now, we are not desperate to join SDU or get a Vietnam bride. If Sumiko Tan can find love at 46, us being 22, we have another 24 years more to go before we can stop hoping for a Sumiko Miracle.  We have each other's back and love and I am contented with that...at least for now. :) |
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