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Rule #1
![]() Annabel twenty five and full of life. Oscar Wilde taught her that she can resist everything, except temptation. I believe.
吃的比鸟少,起的比鸡早,睡的比牛晚。Eat like a bird, arise before the rooster, rest after the cows sleep. Disconnect to connect.
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letting go
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 Hide me now Under Your wings Cover me Within Your mighty hands When the oceans rise and thunders fall I will soar with you above the storm Father You are King over the floods I will be still And know You are God Find rest my soul in Christ alone Know His power In quietness and trust My favourite Christian song - Still. It's not as majestic like Shout To The Lord (a "classic") but i like it for its simple lyrics. not to mention, the memories this song holds for me. I remember praying to God that i hope to hear Still being played in church again. And on Sunday, as pastor Eugene was sharing Psalms 23 to the congregration I heard the keyboardist playing the intro of Still. My eyes lit up and tears welled up. My heart ached while tearing for the first time. God heard me. and He wants to released me of my burdens. Danny Yeo's sharing lesson opened up this part in me which i stashed away. The self-righteousness in me questioned the happenings But I know God didn't want it too. He gaves us a choice. And we chose. I'm still praying every night For all of them and you. For everyone who matters to me. I'm learning not to live in the past. I'm learning to embrace the future that God calls for me. I'm learning to love God. to marc: thanks for being a silent reader though i very much wish u will tag. ha. and i'm not prepared to wear my underwears on the outside. i'm a superhero WANNABE, remember? =) for one more day
Sunday, May 20, 2007 It gets on my nerve that I cant watch a movie decently now I tend to pay attention to the DoP's choice of camera angle and whatnot. "Not enought headroom/leadroom/noseroom" "Extreme close-up/mid-shot/pull focus/over-the-shoulder" How tormenting can 2hours in a cinema be? School has been busy like crazy again. Video Editing calls for divine patience because the PC runs on Windows 97. Like who still uses a '97 la man. Ngee Ann should use the money to upgrade the PCs if they bank on our media niche rather than building a silly traffic light where no students give two hoots about it. UGH. The best thing about this week? i got myself a new phone. =) and the worst? i realised it's time to let go. "Sometimes going back to something is harder than you think." - Mitch Albom's For One More Day. - misanthropic
Tuesday, May 01, 2007 Video production has started and has been a great eye-opener. I don't aspire to be as great as Wong Kar Wai or Quentin Tarantino. All I want is to hear my name called out during the Golden Horse Award/Oscars. But i guess, the chances of me being a hot-shot director is near to zero. I am much more gifted in handling the slate. - laughs - How about giving me an award for "The Best Slate Girl - Scene 1 Shot 1 Take 1"? -grins- this is called building tall castles in the middle of nowhere. Humans are a capricous and weird lot. I always wonder which bugger came up with the idea that humans are the smartest animal on earth. MY FOOT. Looking at my dear ah mao, i think i much rather be a cat. Where all day long, my dear cat's only worries are : - whether my master is going to feed me my favourite meat - can i don't get a bath - can i sneak out to eat the neightbour's bonsai plants - why are the birds talking to me in the morning - why cant i parade freely on the window ledge!? - which is the best spot to sleep in the house. Humans, on the other hand worry like never before : - how can i beat that mugger and be the top nerd - where should i go eat - will i ever get married? - how can i eat and NOT grow fat - how to earn the most cash in the shortest time - is there anyway i can grow taller? - how to curry favour with my boss/teacher. Humans, think too much, care too much, worry too much. Not that i hate inter-personal relationships or i am some hermit, i pride myself to be amiable(at least to some la...), just that, i am tired of all the inter-personal relationships breakdown i am seeing and hearing lately. WHY IS IT SO BLOODY HARD TO MAINTIAN A CIVIL RELATIONSHIP? - twirls my curls and yank it all off - i swear, until i get my inhibitions released, i am not going that extra mile in. i'll probably get you and me, both killed. horribly. seriously. |
Swan Song.
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